Hesitation 

Hesitation is fatal on all sides. 
The minute you hesitate you are in big trouble.
Delay is as dangerous as a wrong answer.
Doubt is a creature within the air. 
It grows when someone hesitates.
Hesitation is the executioner of dreams. 
We pass through this world but once. Few tragedies can be more extensive than the stunting of life, few injustices deeper than the denial of an opportunity to strive or even to hope, by a limit imposed from without, but falsely identified as lying within.
Guard well within yourself the treasure, kindness in you. 
Know how to give without hesitation. 
Know how to lose without regret. 
If you gain,  you gain everything,  but if you lose, you lose nothing. 
Motivation will keep you going forward, 
Hesitation will only drag you backward.
Make up your mind to act decidedly and take the consequences. 
No good is ever done in this world merely by hesitation.
The only thing a person can ever really do is to keep moving forward. Take that big leap forward without hesitation, without once looking back. Simply forget the past and forge towards the future.
The only walls that exist are those you have placed in your mind,  and whatever obstacles you conceive. 
It exist only because you have forgotten what you have already achieved.
Hesitation of any kind is a sign of mental decay in the young, and of physical weakness in the old.
Hesitation is the product of fear. 

By: Jay Carreon

 Falling 

Falling in love is like dropping down deep through time and space and stars and skies and everything in between.
We have flown and fallen, and we have swum deep and drowned, but there should be more to love than trying to survive in it.
Falling in love is like getting hit by a truck and yet not being mortally wounded. Just sick to our stomach, high in one minute, low the next. Starving hungry but unable to eat. Hot, cold, forever horny, full of hope and enthusiasm, with momentary depressions that wipe you out. 
Don't even think of falling in love with someone unless you intend to love them forever.
We will always fall in love, and it will always be like having our throat cut, just that fast.
When your hand touches  mine.
That is when our galaxies collide.
We aren't exactly sure when it happened. Or even when it started. All we knew for sure was,  the time is right here and now, we were falling hard and we could only ask that they are feeling the same way.
We all know what happens at the end of Falling....  is Landing. 
Falling in love is a wonderfully terrifying sensation,  with an undeniable chemistry and horrific timing.
It was Once upon a time when we are falling in love. 
Now it is a time upon our past once, when we fell apart.
But not all love falls to a tragic, romantic heroine. 
Falling in love is easy. It just means that if we are able to see the beauty in most of the people who cross our paths and appreciate it for what it is and also for what it isn't. Love is imperfect. 
It's more like you meet someone, and you fall in love, and hope that person is the one and then at some point, we have to put down our chips. We just have to make a commitment and hope that we are right.
Sometimes we break our hearts in the right way, because a deserving one is yet to come. 
Falling in love is always a pretty crazy thing. It might appear out of the blue and just grab you,  then after it will just walk away as if it didn't know you. 
Love and falling in love is a complicated mating ritual. 
When we fall in love, the natural thing to do is give ourselves to it. 
We can spend all nights falling in love with the idea of you. 
Falling in love is easy. Falling in love with the same person repeatedly is extraordinary.
So don't just fall in love but rise with it as it grows. 


By: Jay Carreon

Misunderstanding 

A small change in mind can greatly change misunderstanding to understanding. 
Your mind can go ahead and imagine what it wants to imagine but free your authenticity from your selfish desires. 
Little things lead people to misunderstand each other.
They have the unique ability to listen to one story and understand another.
The interpretation of an action is a reflection of your intelligence. 
The single biggest problem in communication is the illusion that it has taken place.
If you cannot understand the beauty of life, it is probably because life never understood the beauty in you. 
The gap between understanding and misunderstanding can best be bridged by thought. 
Misunderstanding - A "Missed Understanding" because of the human preference to Assumption over Clarification.
That's why clarification is way better than judgment. 
Misunderstandings breeds more misunderstanding and turns into phantom conflicts.
Learning is easy but misunderstanding makes it complex. 
The big problems we see in our world today are not just the problems we see, but the misunderstanding behind the problems we see. When we miss understanding, we shall never see  and take a glimpse of understanding.
Different people behave differently and that is what makes different people different. 
It is a mere needless thing to fight with ignorance with all your true strength except you can educate and change ignorance with exceptional wisdom. 
The problem is not the misunderstanding we have, but the understanding we have missed. 
We are all islands shouting lies to each other across seas of misunderstanding.
They will judge you, but remain virtuous.
They will criticize you, but remain wise.
They will misunderstand you, but remain calm. 
They will hate you, but remain exceptional.
Misundestanding is a natural defect, which not even the best education can overcome.
Attitude is a reflection of your Altitude. 

By: Jay Carreon

Horror

History is like a horror story. 
The charm of horror only tempts the strong. 
Life gave us just enough information so that we can lie convincingly.
What looked like morning was the beginning of endless night. 
We all start with a reign of terror.
Believe nothing you hear, and only one half that you see.
There are horrors beyond life's edge that we do not suspect, and once in a while man's evil prying calls them just within our range.
Demons are like obedient dogs,  they come when they are called.
We are the demons of our own imagination. 
The fear that we create devour us from inside out. 
Horror films doesn't create fear they momentarily realize the evil in your mind. 
We make up horrors to help us cope with the real ones.
People say I don't want to die!
Then you should never been born.
Death was a living creature. Death was a man tormented by his past. Death was once a human.
We'd stared into the face of Death, and Death blinked first. You'd think that would make us feel brave and invincible. It didn't.
You know how sometimes you tell yourself that you have a choice, but in reality you don't have a choice? Just because there are alternatives doesn't mean they apply to you.
When you have too much faith in something, it's bound to hurt you. Too much faith in anything will suck you dry.
Everybody is a book of blood, when ever we are opened, we are red.
Blood is really warm,
it's like drinking hot chocolate
but with more screaming.
There are sacraments of evil as well as of good about us, and we live and move to my belief in an unknown world, a place where there are caves and shadows and dwellers in twilight. It is possible that man may sometimes return on the track of evolution. 
Horror is the removal of masks.
Here then at long last is the darkness. No cry of light, no glimmer of hope, not even the faintest shard of faith to break free across the hold.
When there is no more room in hell,  the dead will walk the earth.
In an age of rust, we must arise as a stainless steel because reality is shaped by the forces that destroys it.

By: Jay Cartoon 

Excitement 

Discover our day-to-day excitement.
The desire for excitement is very deep-seated in human beings.  
Adventurous is a feeling of need to endanger ourselves so often.
Excitement is a mechanism that we create with the use of our own amusement. 
Without leaps of imagination, we lose the excitement of possibilities.  
The only difference between fear and excitement is your attitude about it. 
The key that unlocks energy is desire. It's also the key to a long and interesting life. If we expect to create any drive, any real force within ourselves, we have to get excited.
Excitement, then, is a defense against anxiety, a transformation of anxiety into something more bearable, than a melodrama.  
Excitement is a crossroad which runs in all directions. No man lacks personality,  we just never connected at the intersection.    
Not a visible enthusiasm but a hidden one, an excitement burning with a cold flame.
Nothing is so good as it seems beforehand. 
Best not to anticipate too much because it jiggles the possibilities.
If pleasures are greatest in anticipation, just remember that this is also true of trouble.   
Change the excitement and shoot is off from all directions. 
Let us change our lives and push for the excitement and exhilaration on what change can bring. 
To look back all the time is boring. Excitement lies in tomorrow.
Excitement must lead to immediate action or you will lose the power of the momentum. More dreams die because we fail to seize the moment.
Follow your excitement and it will never let you down. 

By: Jay Carreon

Friendship 

A wise man gets more use from his enemies than a fool from his friends.
No friendship is an accident.
 Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks. 
Cutting people out of your life is easy, keeping them in is hard.
Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing 
and rightdoing there is a field.
Where a single soul dwelling in two bodies called Friendship. 
Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.
Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.
A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.
Friends are like islands in the sea, separate on the surface but connected in the deep.
Anybody can look at you. It's quite rare to find someone who sees the same world you see.
Friendship is by chance you met, and by choice you become friends. 
You can't stay in your corner of the forest waiting for others to come to you. 
You have to go to them sometimes.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find, but lucky to have.
Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art. It has no survival value, rather it is one of those things which give value to survival.
Be slow to fall into friendship, but when you are in, continue firm and constant.
One of the most beautiful qualities of true friendship is to understand and to be understood.
Silence make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying, but the never needing to say that counts.
No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow.
The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.
In prosperity our friends know us.  
In adversity we know our friends.


By: Jay Carreon

Control

We can't retire to weakness,  we've got to learn to control our strengths.
Men are more easily governed through their vices than through their virtues.
There are times when the world is rearranging itself, and at times like that, the right words can change the world.
Some of us learn to control, more or less by accident. The rest of us go all our lives not even understanding how it is possible, and blaming our failure on being born the wrong way.
No matter how tiny you look, you can lead huge men if you have what the huge men don't have.
We can change only what people know, not what they do.
When a man is prey to his emotions, he is not his own master.
Laws controls the lesser man and great attitude controls greater minds.
Freedom is the only worthy goal in life. It is won by disregarding things that lie beyond our control.
Control is never achieved when sought after directly, it is the surprising result of letting go.
As we let go of our need to control, we find freedom.
Incredible change happens in your life when you decide to take control of what you do have the power over,  instead of craving control over what you don't.
The reason many people in our society are miserable, sick, and highly stressed is because of an unhealthy attachment to things they have no control over.
We live in a world that is beyond our control, and life is in a constant flux of change. So we have a decision to make,  keep trying to control a storm that is not going to go away or start learning how to live within the rain.
What ever consumes your mind,  controls your life.

By: Jay Carreon

Nightmares

Waking up is where dreams end and nightmares begins. 
It's at night that our dreams comes to life. 
Reality is a long nightmare were we need to  prepare for the actual horrors we're about to experience on a greater degree along the way.
I believe in everything until it is disproved.
A bad dream doesn't scare you but instead,  it should inspire you.
Like nightmares that start to lose coherence even as you are waking up from them, but that still manage to leave their moldering fingerprints all across your day.
We learned to run from what we feel, and that's why we have nightmares. To deny is to invite madness. To accept is to control. 
Dreamers always wake up and leave their monsters behind,  but reality is a nightmare that follows us everywhere. 
There are many who don't wish to sleep for fear of nightmares. Sadly, there are many who don't wish to wake for the same fear.
Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?
All nightmares are a peephole through which we see the unsettling particles of our trampled past, whereas all uplifting dreams are a portal to escape the inexplicable undercurrents that worry our survival.
We often wondered if sanity had completely forsaken us in a land where nightmares and reality existed side-by-side.
Nightmares have a dreadful effect of captivating our minds during the waking hours. 
It's when you tame your nightmares, that your dreams will willingly enter the shields of your comfort. 
Some dreams never come true. It becomes nightmare that will leave you with regrets.
Bad dreams never end. Let's just pretend they aren’t there.
You are the keeper of your memories, and you are the composer of your nightmares.
Haunted by nightmares are often the devils in your bloodlines.

By: Jay Carreon

Lies

One lie has the power to tarnish a thousand truths.
The truth is always an insult or a joke, lies are generally tastier.
Knowing is a curse in a person's life. 
A pack of lies and a pack of truth and you don't know which one is heavier, because once you know the truth, you can't ever go back and pick up your suitcase of lies. Heavier or not, the truth is yours now.
Lies are the source  of meaning and hope, 
Because even our own history and even the world are a set of lies agreed upon. 
The visionary lies to himself, but the liar lies only to others.
There are few reasons for telling the truth, but for lying the number is infinite.
When truth is replaced by silence,then silence itself is a lie.
Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides inside.
If you lie to yourself all the time. 
Someday you will never believe in yourself.
Just because something isn't a lie does not mean that it isn't deceptive. A liar knows that he is a fabricator, but one who speaks mere portions of truth in order to deceive is a craftsman of destruction.
Lies and secrets, they are like a cancer in the soul. They eat away what is good and leave only destruction behind.
I guess sometimes you have to lie to find the truth. 
If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.
Lies requires commitment.
Stuffing your mouth with your
promises and watching 
you vomit them out upon their faces.
The truth is messy. It's raw and uncomfortable. You can't blame people for preferring lies.
Truth often pisses you off and sometimes lies sets you free. 
Lying is  an obvious necessity for an impending demise caught in a moment so always tell the truth even when you lie. 
The truth may be out there, but the lies are inside your head.

By: Jay Carreon

Impeccable Victory 

The Supreme Art of War.............
Is to Subdue the Enemy Without Fighting.............
The only Victories Which Leave No Regret.............
Are Those Which Are Gained Over Ignorance.............
Great Victory requires Great Risk.............
To seek Greatness is the only Righteous Vengeance.............
Peace Comes At A Price,.............
Often Only At the End of a Hard-Fought Battle.............
The Ultimate Victory in Competition.............
Is Derived From the Inner Satisfaction.............
Of Knowing That You Have Done Your Best.............
And That You Have Gotten.............
The Most Out Of What You Had To Give...............
Success is How High You Bounce.............
When You Hit the Bottom.............
Then Accept the Challenges.............
So that You Can Feel.............
The Exhilaration of Victory.............
Take Life & Problems Seriously.............
With A Well Planned Resolution,.............
So You Wouldn't Feel Anxious,.............
No Matter How Strong & Superior.............
Your Opponent Will Be.............
They Won't Bring You Down With Ease..............
Marvelous & Sophisticated Tactics.............
Will Give You A Heads Up,.............
Against A Dominant Rival,.............
With Heads Up High, With Honor & Dignity,.............
They Will Crumble Before Your Eyes Can See,............
& You Will Have.............
Your Terminal Glory............. 
& Canning Splendor Of Victory.............

By: Jay Carreon

************* Life's Enigma *************

Each Person is An Enigma.............
You're a Puzzle Not Only to Yourself..............
But Also to Everyone Else,.............
And the Great Mystery of Our Time.............
Is How We Penetrate this Puzzle..............
If You Understand or If You Don't..............
If You Believe or If You Doubt.............
There's a Universal Justice.............
And the Eyes of Truth.............
Are Always Watching You.............
Always Remember That You Were Once Alone,.............
And the Crowd You See in Your Life Today.............
Are Just As Unecessary As When You Were Alone............
Failure is an Enigma.............
You Worry About It,.............
And It Teaches You Something.............
******Working******
Earn More = More Tax.............
******Social Living******
Give's Less = Considered As Selfish............
Give's More = Considered As Burro or Jackass.............
******Love & Relationship******
Treat Them Less = Considered As Stopgap or Rebound.............
Treat Them More = Considered As Pacifier or just Trying To Appease Them............
******Spiritual******
As You All Pertain To:::::::
Heaven Or Hell,.............
There Is No Right Way To Do Something Wrong Vice-Versa,.............
It Is Your Own Intent That Show's The Genuine Idea Of The Act That Was Made.............
This Only Shows No Matter You Or Another Individual............. 
Show or Give More Or Less?????????????
It Is The Way They Value Your Presence & Existence.............
As A Partner Or Just A Member Of The Society,.............
Don't Just Allow Anyone Use You.............
Without A Sufficient & Proper Cause.............
Have Some Self-Respect & Dignity In You,.............
Because This Is and That Is.............
The Only LUXURY & TREASURE In Life,............
That Will Last Until Your Dying Breath.............

By: Jay Carreon

Wonder of Symbols 

The Wonder of Symbols are Grand Just Like Words.............
Words Are But Symbols For the Relations of Things.............
To One Another and to Us,.............
Nowhere Do They Touch Upon Absolute Truth.............
Each Generation Wants New Symbols,.............
New People, New Names............
We Want To Divorce Ourselves From Our Predecessors.............
Ruins, Are the Beginning.............
With the Debris, You Can Construct New Ideas.............
They Are Symbols of a Beginning.............
Symbols Are Very Important In Life.............
Just Like Having An Expensive Clothing, Car ,Phone Or Gadgets............
Is Your Very Own Status Symbol............
It Applies With The Entity That You All Believe In................
Just Like The Cross For Religious Beliefs,.............
& The Inverted One's Are Named As Demonic.............
How About The Middle Horizontal Line...............
Which Symbolizes The Plus Sign?..............
Would It Stand For A Mathematical Religion?????????????
This Only Proves That Man Can Always...............
Make Up Into Something To Believe In.............
Just To Make There Comfort Zone More Comfortable..............
But Reality Is Reality You Can't Change That.............
No Matter What Symbol You Hold On Into Your Life,............. 
There Are Things In Life That It Is Not Just By The Symbol.............. 
That Will Get You There On What You Aim For,..............
But It Is On The Way Of Your Thinking,..............
Coordination Of Things Around You & Correct Anticipation............. 
Not By The Facts Or Probabilities In Life.............
It Will All Work With Correct Effort & Persistence............. 
In Life & @ The End Of The Day............. 
You Can See Your Life's Work..............
& It Will Bear Fruit That You Deserved.............

By: Jay Carreon

.............LIFE's In CHAOS.............

Life is Nothing Without a Little Chaos to Make It Interesting..............
Look Deeper Through the Telescope.............
And Do Not Be Afraid When The Stars.............
Collide Towards The Darkness Of The Universe,............
Because Sometimes The Most Captivating.............. 
Fascinating and Enchanting Things Begin in Chaos............
Because Life Itself is Full Of Mystery.............
And We Have A Lot Of Reckoning Surprices..............
Waiting To Be Uncovered Along The Way.............
Chaos is the Score Upon Which Reality is Written.............
Chaos is Inherent in All Compounded Things............
Strive On With Diligence............
There is an Immutable Conflict at Work in Life.............
And in Business, a Constant Battle Between Peace and Chaos..............
Neither Can Be Mastered,.............
But Both Can be Influenced.............
How You Go About that is the Key to Success.............
One Must Still Have Chaos in Oneself............
To Be Able To Give Birth To A Numinous Individual.............
Chaos Is The Order Of Nature.............
And Order Is The Dream Of Man.............
In All Chaos There is a Cosmos,.............
In All Disorder a Hidden Order Awaits.............
Conquer and Vanquish Mystery and Chaos is the Goal of Mankind.............
I Have A Vividly Set Goals In Life.............
I Knew What I Want To Get & What I Need To Achieve That.............
I Am A Man Full Of Courage, Knowledge............. 
& Men Willing To Follow When & Where I Set Them.............
I May Be In Deep Chaos As All People Go Through It.............
I Am A WISE, PARAGON & POLYMTHY Person.............
& I Know In The End IMPECCABLE VICTORY.............
IS FAST APPROACHING.............
& I Know That All My Hard Work Will Most Likely Be Rewarded.............
@ The Right Time.............
@ The Right Momentum Of It's Course.............
& Again I  Will Have A
Terminal Glory.............
& Canning Splendor Of Victory.............
& My Time Will Flourish Once Again .............
With The Vortex Of Luck Will Fall Upon Me &..............
Once More Succeed, Way Beyond My Dreams ............. 
SHIT Happens .............
I RISE !!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU FALL .............
An envisage of all your desires............. 

By: Jay Carreon