Missing you

The scary thing about distance is you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you.
Distance unites missing beats of two hearts in love. 
When you miss someone it’s weird your body doesn’t function normally.
Nothing makes a room feel emptier than wanting someone in it,  and that someone is you. 
The silence isn't so bad, until you look at your hands and feel sad. Because the spaces between your fingers are right where yours fit perfectly with mine.
Growth in love comes from a place of absence, where the imagination is left to it’s own devices and creates a bond that locks love to absoluteness. 
sometimes i don't know, which moment
which cool gust of wind will come,
and enchant me or slap me. 
I like the feeling of hunger for it reminds me of all those hundreds of months without you.
When I am with you, I am invincible.
When I am with you, your kind and loving presence strengthen me down to my very core.
When I am with you, I finally know what heaven on earth feels like.
No one can understand, what hurts more, Missing the other person or pretending not to until such time when you are truly missed. 
Every second i live in a hope to meet you one day. 
I die every second in a fear of loosing you. 
We'll meet again, but you're a lifetime away, and I need you now,  my lonely heart beats only for you. 
I don't know which is worse,
missing you staying away from you
Or missing you being around you.
Though I forget things about me all the time, I never forget a thing about you. 
Maybe I'm too late to be your first. But right now, I'm preparing myself to be your last. I just wanted you to know you are truly missed.

By:  Jay Carreon